Diary of a fatman 10 (OLDER POST)

Monday, October 15, 2007

Day 56 Weight 278 Measurements; Chest 51 in, Gut 54 & 3/4in, Waist 47in, R&L Bicep 16 & 1/2in R&L Thigh 29in Pretty crazy I had some loss in the gut, waist, and R&L thighs, but my weight loss is not significant. Im sure because of my muscle gain, not to mention I only went to the gym twice last week due to being sick and I'm sure the chili i ate over the weekend slowed down a little of the weight loss. Hell though i still cannot complain I'm still showing signs of improvements......its so weird because my love handles are barely grabable unlike before, and my back seems so much tighter and not loose with the back fat.........I have made it a point to go to the gym every week so now I feel guilty when I dont, even if im sick i feel guilty and I think that that is a good habit for me. I am actually looking forward to going to the gym because I know what rewards await me. It helps too that my gym has a suana, a hot tub, pool, and Arizona dry heat room, so after a hard workout I can treat myself to these things. Man this last week has been a bit hard for me. I havent mentioned this but throughout the week a question kept popping back into my mind.........."Why are u doing this........y are u losing weight......is it for yourself, is it to be more popular with the ladies........is it because u just got out of a relationship and this is helping u cope............." Honestly I cannot answer this question. Not yet, I believe its a mixture of all three. I have had quite a few people tell me how inspirational I am to them.......that is great dont get me wrong im glad that i could inspire one to do better in their own lives. But where do i go for my inspiration? Who is it that inspires me to keep going when i just feel like quitting and ordering some pizza..........you all of course......and this guy http://leanbodyquest.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2006-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-05%3A00&updated-max=2007-01-01T00%3A00%3A00-05%3A00&max-results=20 Just highlight the above text, copy it and place it in the location bar and hit enter it will take u to one of the most inspiring people i have had the pleasure to meet (Online anyways lol) Well I gotta go and eat some breakfast and take my son to school I hope u all have a great day and i will write more this week/