Thursday, November 15, 2007
 | So I was thinking today how great it is that i am 22lbs away from being 240lbs which is the lowest weight i can ever remember being....and that was at age 17, 10 yrs ago. So as i was thinking it dawned on me that holy shit even though i have lost all of this weight i still havent uncovered new ground. Man this sucks yeah its great that i have lost 53lbs.....but i have let myself go so badly that all im doing right now is recovering ground that i lost, to get back to where i started. son of a (u know what). So until i am 239lbs and lower.......i cannot say that i have seen progress ( i know that some of u r thinking "U just lost 50lbs how can u say no progress.") Well this is a mind game for myself.....to let every part of me know that this is unacceptable.....i have gained 75lbs because i stopped caring......never again will that be the case never will i let this shit happen to me......I never want to have to fight for ground that i already once had...never again |
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