A little bonus & Attack of Laziness (OLDER POSTS)

Thursday, October 11, 2007

A little bonus Alright now i know i have been a bit down in the dumps for a bit about my weight loss doing a good job but craving different foods.......anyways i went shopping today and came across these really nice jackets (Fleece) so I was looking for a 2X and came across a 1X just for shits and giggles i tried on the 1X shave me if it didnt fit. wow i got it zipped up and it wasnt tight at all. it was small around the shoulder area but hell i cant remember the last time i had been able to fit into a 1X. Honestly i dont ever remember wearing a 1X and mind you this was a jacket.....so i already had a shirt on underneath i was so excited wow.......thats all i can say. I still went with the 2X because it was more comfortable around the shoulders but man oh man do i have a reason to keep on keeping on lol

The attack of laziness I have been on this diet and workout regimen for some time.....but i have to admit these last couple have days have been pretty hard. Mainly since I was fighting with this cold and took a couple of days off from the gym..... it was really hard for me to get myself back there yesterday.....all i could think of was the warmth of my own bed. When i got out of school it was a real battle, but my sensabilities won out and i went to the gym and did what i was suppose to do......I'm not normally a depressed person.....it takes alot to get me down but for some reason i have been down lately not feeling right........I think alot of it has to do with my diet its great im losing weight, but lately I have been thinking, no let me rephrase that lately i have been craving new foods, i am so getting sick and tired of eating the same old thing; hamburgers (no bun), steaks, salads, chicken, and fish. I have really been missing pizza, tacos, chinese food, lasagna hell just a sandwich would be nice.......but i cant because of the bread....to my dismay these foods are on my shit list lol. but they are also something to look forward to. When i lose my weight i will be able to have these foods but in moderation. not everyday nor every week, but a monthly thing. its crazy i know im just rambling lol. Today though i am making a trip to the healthy food store in search of sugarless tomatoe sauce. If not ill have to look toward the internet for such things blech.......anyways just thought i would write my thoughts out and get them to "paper" I also have some good news though. the pants (Size 46) that i couldnt fit into when i first started this diet almost fell off of my person yesterday. It was funny feeling a bit of embarrassement mixed with exhileration from the thought of how tight they were just 2 mos ago. Wow. well i gotta go and take my boy to school have a good day and god bless