Wednesday, October 17, 2007
| So I'm not really sure if i ever mentioned this but, I have been thinking about fat, fat around the body and to me what it relates to. Like i have mentioned earlier, my weight when i was 17 was around 270lbs and after Cruz was born it jumped up to 300lbs, but before all of that i had stayed around 240lbs........when i was 16 and a wee bit younger. So as u can see i have gained about 30lbs every couple of yrs. Totally sucks right? Well during these times its like stages of my life, 240 when i was just starting high school, 270 after high school, 300 after cruz was born.......all this weight gain (layers of fat) reminds me of the rings of a tree. If u were to cut a tree down and look at the stump u will see rings, rings that represent the stages of a trees life, thats how i think of these layers of fat......now heres the thing.......I am reversing time......I am taking off these so called rings these layers of my life.......Honestly though i know it will become harder to do the more layers i take off. Right now i have just burned off the last five yrs of my life in fat........now i am coming up to the next layer the layer of fat after high school and during. This one im sure will take some more time to burn through lol. and then the dreaded before high school weight. I must tell u i was a bit intimidated when i saw that i was only 8lbs away from being my high school weight.......i was thinking to myself "This is as far as u go juan, u cannot lose anymore weight than this.....it has never been done......." Now i know that thats a bunch of rubbish but believe u me u can start thinking some stupid things lol i know......but heres the beauty part of it.........one part of me is saying "U cant do it".....the other part is saying..........."U wanna bet".......no my money is on the latter lol...... |
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